mushroom 1

Teahawk: hahahaha greetings athiest
Teahawk: we snarf again
Teahawk: the marthmargalhorns
Alcatraz: ahahha
Alcatraz: what
1:05 AM
Teahawk: haha i shroomed the trip
Teahawk: i saw everythins in 1000 times
Teahawk: and backwards mostly
Teahawk: from out to in
Teahawk: dying to be being born
Teahawk: and being a snarglehorn
Teahawk: and a combination of everythingelseigans
Teahawk: self helpingtons
Teahawk: jeff elf wingings
Teahawk: i kinda liked it
Teahawk: besides the terrible stomach painifores
Teahawk: hahha
Teahawk: time in space is just time served man
Teahawk: elf breederhorn
Teahawk: mister jelf sminglethorn
Teahawk: i siaw several visionscraafs
Alcatraz: ah yea
Alcatraz: hahaha
Alcatraz: jesus chrsit man
Alcatraz: sounds good
Teahawk: like a sparkled sprigraoff all objects becomeing once again
Alcatraz: pretty mystical experience
Teahawk: workingtogether horn
Teahawk: arnold finkercorn
Teahawk: knealgoodwellagain
Teahawk: hahaha
Teahawk: hahah ahh
Teahawk: i never did that before
Teahawk: that was weird man
Alcatraz: yea
Alcatraz: i had a similar experience my first time on shrooms
Teahawk: i realized the answers
Teahawk: to all my questions
Alcatraz: were they taken from you
Teahawk: because i had 10000 lifetimes
Teahawk: to debate myself
Teahawk: hhaha
Teahawk: ahahah
Teahawk: its an funny
1:10 AM
Teahawk: i thought i was dying several times again from tthe musroomgahorn
Teahawk: but it was just the egodeath dying to be reborn
Teahawk: sleeping awaking thing
Teahawk: i kept sing dream on
Teahawk: by aerosmith
Teahawk: when things were nastycorned
Teahawk: withe the f inkerhorns
Alcatraz: are you still on
Alcatraz: dream on
Alcatraz: hahaha
Teahawk: hahh ahaha
Alcatraz: what the hell
Teahawk: hahaha ui s moked weed twice
Teahawk: but it was like smoking weed during 10000 childbirths
Alcatraz: anonymous bombed us!
Teahawk: nothing like finkercorn had everything seen
Teahawk: the comeinghelpagussians
Teahawk: they had their time
Teahawk: ahahaha
Teahawk: ts time to sop blameing oneself for the act of otherrs and make all my finkercorns work for the greater flangerfrond
Teahawk: ahaaaa
Teahawk: whoaa
Teahawk: how many hours do es this tripping thing last
Teahawk: i kept thinking of a clock
Teahawk: but i couldn't think of clock
Teahawk: or concepts of time
Teahawk: or what numbers meant
Teahawk: so i unplugged the clock
Teahawk: and peed in the trash
Teahawk: and then i embraced it
Alcatraz: hahaha
Alcatraz: thats true
Teahawk: i think i embraced ego death and it was just a kallidescope
Alcatraz: it is
Teahawk: this is superslowed downbackwards life
Alcatraz: its a refractory
Teahawk: thatas all it is
Teahawk: its an elf nest
Alcatraz: its a building that doesnt exist
Teahawk: but its the human mind
Alcatraz: yea
Teahawk: thats all psilocybin shows
Teahawk: its a clever trick by a slimy toad
Teahawk: that says
Alcatraz: it takes away auxiliary data or floods you with ancillary data
Teahawk: stay away from eating mushrooms
Teahawk: eat the grains
Alcatraz: hahah
Teahawk: hahaha
Alcatraz: eat fermented grains
Alcatraz: all day
Teahawk: hahah it was a way of saying
Teahawk: stay out of shit
Teahawk: because it grew on shit
Teahawk: super slowed down
Alcatraz: yea
Teahawk: and played backwards
Teahawk: it was just a tape playin
Teahawk: stay away from shit
Alcatraz: whoa
Teahawk: hahaha
Teahawk: thats the secret
Alcatraz: im seeing your text move around
Teahawk: the secret is there is no secret
Alcatraz: but not other ppl im talking to
Teahawk: hhhhhah
Alcatraz: i did a lot of adderall today
Alcatraz: then got high
Teahawk: im moving it
Alcatraz: i think youre making me remember my trips
1:15 AM
Teahawk: the smerflhorns
Alcatraz: and its impacting my sensory shit
Alcatraz: smerflhorns
Alcatraz: you said stay out of shit
Alcatraz: mine was shit or get off the pot
Teahawk: hhaha the psilocybin is just a thing man
Alcatraz: hahaha
Teahawk: its not a real jam
Alcatraz: everything is either a thing
Alcatraz: or stuff
Teahawk: its just a smurf
Alcatraz: wouldnt you agree
Teahawk: you know
Teahawk: hahahaha
Alcatraz: a smurf is real jam man
Teahawk: haaah
Alcatraz: if you crush it enough
Teahawk: mike jone!
Alcatraz: mike jone
Teahawk: hahahaha
Teahawk: who?
Teahawk: hahahahah
Teahawk: hhahhhahahhaha
Teahawk: hes a finklehorn
Teahawk: i need a pot salad>.
Teahawk: hahah oh wow i meant i need to smoke a bowl
Teahawk: i told you
Teahawk: this backwards and flips it out
Teahawk: its about the brains descrambling of imagery
Teahawk: slowing it so slowly
Teahawk: yo live sensations as lifetimes
Teahawk: its definitely something to experience
Alcatraz: i know what its like
Alcatraz: your brain is flooded and you're forced to the most significant images with almost all of your processing dedicated to them
Alcatraz: and shit gets really slow
Alcatraz: and theres really a limited amount of variation so it can replicate way more
Alcatraz: discrete images with wider arrays of details take more power
Teahawk: haha most important
Teahawk: ly
Teahawk: i kept heaving
Teahawk: dry heaving
Teahawk: and then i would only see the real world as i swallowed
Teahawk: to end a heave
Teahawk: its the world backwards upsideown man
Teahawk: its so weird
Teahawk: ahahaha
Teahawk: i feel bettericus
1:20 AM
Alcatraz: oh whoa
Alcatraz: i know how that feels
Alcatraz: its a mix between vomiting
Teahawk: hahahah
Alcatraz: and like an immense yawn
Teahawk: yeah
Alcatraz: its not exactly dry heaving
Teahawk: it wants to come outt
Teahawk: my body was rolling
Alcatraz: its something supreme to the psychedelic state
Alcatraz: i got it from acid
Alcatraz: and from mushrooms
Teahawk: hahaha i waas gone man
Teahawk: ifuck
Teahawk: hahahah
Alcatraz: hell yea
Teahawk: i really didnt know about the intense stomach pain part
Teahawk: that was stupid of me ahahaha
AIM IM with Alcatraz .
9/23/07, 1:21 AM
Alcatraz: yea
Alcatraz: i did adderall and got really sick and thought about death
Teahawk: ahaha you can dye 1000 times
Teahawk: and live a million times
Teahawk: theyre both stupid
Teahawk: be an elf
Teahawk: snarf a garble!
Teahawk: hahahaha
Teahawk: at first
Teahawk: when i was coming up
Teahawk: everything i touched had a mayan theme around it
Teahawk: like it lit up around it
Teahawk: and then i saw combinations of everything shaped sort of like the abstract outline of a country on a map with an animal
Alcatraz: hahaha
Alcatraz: whoa
Teahawk: and earl flaggern from elffinghorn will tell me to leave alone the bring hellpigans
Teahawk: and imsickagraffs
Alcatraz: damn the screen is shaking around again
Teahawk: then when i say
Alcatraz: are you still tripping man
Alcatraz: you've definitely developed a really strong nomenclature really fast
Teahawk: i have to accept it and juyn the aynarrr
Teahawk: agynnarrrrigraffian
Teahawk: hahaha
Teahawk: its just like
Alcatraz: agynnarrrigraffian
Alcatraz: hahaha
Teahawk: syntax backwards
Teahawk: ahahaha
Teahawk: i m sure its something like that
Teahawk: its just flipped backigraffted
Teahawk: just earflarfingarfte it
Teahawk: ahahaha
Teahawk: thats the language of our ancestors man
Alcatraz: its weirder than that and it has a silliness to it thats beyond the arrangement of the syllables
Teahawk: you put it together
Teahawk: if it works
Teahawk: hahaha
Alcatraz: right
Alcatraz: now our languages references hundreds of other languages
Alcatraz: and hundreds of discrete ideas and images for every word
Alcatraz: we might even be disattached from the utility or omnipresence of hte word
1:25 AM
Teahawk: yah
Teahawk: but this brings some sort of evidence for a genetic attachment to a base like of words
Teahawk: the fleffinghorn
Teahawk: blow the snufflfloggonnt
Teahawk: its an elf sonnet
Teahawk: hahaha i tink it may have transcribed
Teahawk: i may be part elf now
Teahawk: hahahah
Alcatraz: hahaha
Alcatraz: the fleffinghorn
Teahawk: the flerfingham.
Alcatraz: i think youre still trpping
Teahawk: from snofflegors.
Alcatraz: i hope you remember all this
Teahawk: ahhah i cant trip anymore
Alcatraz: oh no
Teahawk: ive done everything
Alcatraz: that'll change
Teahawk: im coming down agraph
Teahawk: man
Teahawk: everything
Teahawk: it felt like a movie at times
Teahawk: the goo death
Teahawk: ahaha whoa
Teahawk: am i back yet
Teahawk: almost home
Teahawk: from the elf nest
Teahawk: every note brings danger or panic to me
Teahawk: its really weird
Teahawk: so i had to sing a lot to stop from ahving bad trips
Teahawk: and i kept thinking
Alcatraz: hahaha
Teahawk: why does my stomach hurt so intesely
Alcatraz: i cant sing when im tripping
Alcatraz: im overwhelmed by it
Teahawk: see i found that
Teahawk: people will fetal position
Teahawk: but that give it nowhere to escape to
Teahawk: the elf gets in your flerringhorn
Teahawk: and you have to smarng his gonbra
Alcatraz: you dont get any sensory input
Teahawk: and get him to lose it out
Teahawk: yeah
Teahawk: like
Alcatraz: hahha
Teahawk: you spend a alifetime talking with abe maringglreenn
Teahawk: but its just your foot saying
Teahawk: i'm a little cold
Teahawk: put on socks
Alcatraz: hahah
Alcatraz: yea it is
Alcatraz: Creaky voice manifests itself in the idiolects of some American English speakers, particularly at the beginnings of sentences that the speaker wishes to "soft-pedal". Although this phenomenon is in general more prominent among female American English speakers than among male speakers, it is frequently adopted by older males in leadership positions in business and politics.
Teahawk: haha i cannt read now man
Teahawk: the elfs dont know how to read
Teahawk: they just play around
Teahawk: hahah aBLOW THE SNARRFINGHORN
Teahawk: hahahhah
1:30 AM
Teahawk: hahah i think i might trip for days
Teahawk: this might never end
Alcatraz: no man
Alcatraz: are you tripping now
Teahawk: i might be an elf now
Alcatraz: you took them at like 6
Teahawk: now
Alcatraz: you should be done
Teahawk: no
Teahawk: it was at
Teahawk: late
Teahawk: 7:40 was when i chewed the last
Teahawk: i made myself vomit at 9:50 after 10000 ego deaths
Teahawk: and i thought i was really dying from food poisoning
Teahawk: and i've seen 1000000 moments since then
Teahawk: BLWO THE ELF HORN
Teahawk: i've felt my entire body with the rest of my body
Teahawk: if teres anything to learn
Teahawk: there are some weak spots
Teahawk: that need to be developed
Teahawk: ahahaha
Teahawk: but nothing that cant be fixed blarned
Teahawk: from teh smyrnoffs
Teahawk: and their elf horn
Teahawk: iwho knows what fraudulent acts my mind and body have conspired and committed against each other with nothing but intermittent foreknowledge
Teahawk: the elf owl sees
Teahawk: we are making the wave
Teahawk: but we're riding it
Teahawk: too
Teahawk: and thats why we have problems now
Teahawk: finklehorns
Alcatraz: teh smyrnoffs
Teahawk: from the myrkrkorns
1:35 AM
Teahawk: parklequam
Teahawk: maglezebe.
Teahawk: ahaha
Teahawk: whoa
Teahawk: this has all happened today
Teahawk: this is weird
Teahawk: this is the elf nest
Teahawk: hahahaha
Teahawk: hey man
Teahawk: hows it going
Teahawk: stay away from elfs
Teahawk: ahahahah
Teahawk: haha the first hallucinations though
Teahawk: were so beautiful
Teahawk: ly
Teahawk: i kept trying to think of a word
Teahawk: thats where this elf dialect came from
Teahawk: they kept calling me the bringbackkengbeins
Teahawk: begins
Teahawk: and ed melfinghorn
Teahawk: it was around my shoulder
Teahawk: ahahahaha
Alcatraz: hahaha
Teahawk: truly though i would describe the experiencee as kaleidiscopic
Alcatraz: you feel so good
Teahawk: hahahah
Alcatraz: thats great man
Teahawk: it feels good to be alive after dying 10000 times
Alcatraz: exactly
Alcatraz: yes!
Alcatraz: the day i did it
Alcatraz: i was hanging out with dave
Alcatraz: in the livin room of the apt i had with kyle meadows
Teahawk: hahaha kyle meadows
Alcatraz: and it started snowing an hour in
Alcatraz: as i started feeling like i was dying
Alcatraz: and i thought it was winter and death
Alcatraz: and then it got nice again, it was like late march
Alcatraz: and that was when i was coming down
Teahawk: i looked in the mirror and saw my skin shriveling from my face and becoming a sskellingtoniclus
Alcatraz: but i saw seasons
Teahawk: a missingclofferclam
Alcatraz: did you see seasons?
Alcatraz: whoa
Teahawk: no i didnt see seasons
Alcatraz: tha sounds visceral
Teahawk: every feeling i felt
Teahawk: anything that any one ever has
Teahawk: i transcended though
Teahawk: thats the sureness of ality
Teahawk: allity allitude
Teahawk: versatamility
Teahawk: they didn't mind dabblers
1:40 AM
Teahawk: they give dabblers the showcasingingtons
Teahawk: the fireworkingclass
Teahawk: but if you keep pushing yourself
Teahawk: and you become the experience
Teahawk: wohoaa
Teahawk: im tripped
Teahawk: ahahaha
Alcatraz: the fireworking class
Alcatraz: holy shit man
Teahawk: jsahhahaha
Teahawk: im marv flarvinggast
Teahawk: fi gotta go back to the elfs man
Teahawk: ill check you on the carrot side
Alcatraz: oh
Teahawk: yoou dont call yourself king after stepping on the elf nest
Alcatraz: later
Alcatraz: fuck the corrupt government
Teahawk: you roll in the water
Teahawk: wing
Teahawk: ahaha
Teahawk: bye
Alcatraz: hahaha
Alcatraz: you do whatever you please
Alcatraz: bye
1:45 AM
Teahawk: hahaha
Teahawk: im back
Teahawk: erwin smarrflehorn
Alcatraz: yea
Alcatraz: do you have chatlogs on
Teahawk: yeah
Teahawk: this is all saved
Alcatraz: i dont know if you were strill tripping or what
Teahawk: i messaged akeslkesie
Alcatraz: or are now
Teahawk: like at
Teahawk: 12 005
Teahawk: it felt like lifetimes ago
Alcatraz: but thats a really really developed nomenclature
Alcatraz: its super brain fry mushroom hyperspeed
Teahawk: let me find it
Teahawk: hhaha
Teahawk: it hahaha
Teahawk: whoa
Teahawk: AIM IM with aleksi .
12:06 AM
hahah hey saint elfrarhim
hows the snergmugle pgraph
im watching
brass eye
thats how what
youre filmington
earl wrtihwrathreoorn
hes a fflarfannaaglaster
TO the the east to the east end
norweigan elf magick caster
hahah
CARLA LANE
DAVID JATT
bed time jeff flarragast
ell donald elf i smarrned him las
Teahawk: hahah thats the dialect at its truest
Teahawk: and this
Teahawk: AIM IM with Hatetrocity.
9/22/07, 8:55 PM
hhhahaha im here whith the smelngriffanis
they have the msurghthurusdays rot
can you understand their mother tounge
hahaha it s szedlackian
the merhtmawfingluifs
ahaaha
dont insult them with english words
hingmlingissistreffne elehpantois
yes is godood
hahah
how does eternity feel
how od you help the smsehing dalinke mooose aupppons
aagagaha'
turnyour monitor off
mongreelion!
ahahahah
youre smerreglgn
punk in the trunk
thats ice cold
jumpk panther
9:00 PM
five sepemnh
thes sepmerntehg men
aer forr it
ahtey re suposer gold
chase a wild goose
Teahawk: hahha i was gone man
Teahawk: gone completely beyond
1:50 AM
Teahawk: but really i was inside
Teahawk: or whatever
Teahawk: ahahah
Alcatraz: haha
Alcatraz: yea
Alcatraz: its all inside
Alcatraz: thats kohls or something
Alcatraz: but it definitely applies to this experience too
Teahawk: hahaha its allinside my cum hole
Teahawk: aka butt
Teahawk: hahaha
Alcatraz: hahah
Teahawk: i was seeing things ma
Teahawk: n
Teahawk: at first
Alcatraz: a department store
Teahawk: hallucinating the oddest things
Teahawk: it was li ke all the weird thrown together images on toys i played with and 5th grade english course books
Alcatraz: that stuff is in your room?
Teahawk: like pencils in x ray with color but they meet a spongefishheaded thing called irwin swarrglehorn
Teahawk: ahah now
Teahawk: that is what i saw man
Teahawk: i saw it plain as day
Alcatraz: haha
Teahawk: because i was in space
Teahawk: between being born and being dead
Teahawk: or awake and asleep
Teahawk: oro anything
Alcatraz: man i dont have any visions like that
Teahawk: but thats where it happens
Alcatraz: i just have these massive blank spaces
Alcatraz: of despair
Teahawk: everything was 5thgradicles
Alcatraz: or awe
Teahawk: smarrfinghorns
Teahawk: ahaha whoa
Teahawk: man
Teahawk: ahaaa
Teahawk: i kept thinking
Teahawk: no one told me about the intense pains
Teahawk: ahahaha
Teahawk: iits really not a recreational drug
Teahawk: its a complete mind body scramble wave matrix
Teahawk: do people have this like me
Alcatraz: no its not
Teahawk: am i intensly cool now
Alcatraz: yea they do
Alcatraz: hahaha
Teahawk: for the smarrfinghorns
Teahawk: ahahah
Alcatraz: youre cool with everything
Teahawk: thats what i brought back
Teahawk: i kept trying to bring something back
Teahawk: and up and out
Teahawk: and that it
Teahawk: i captured an elf
Alcatraz: you dont bring it back
Teahawk: hahaha
Alcatraz: you keep it
Alcatraz: its there
Teahawk: yeah
Teahawk: when you bring it back you keep it
Alcatraz: you can try to parse it with the chat logs
Alcatraz: yes
Teahawk: its like a hunting trophy
Alcatraz: but you have to reintegrate it
Teahawk: its just a little element of an amazing past experience
Teahawk: that you hold
Teahawk: like a deers antler
Teahawk: or an elfs boot
Teahawk: ahahah
Teahawk: his name
Teahawk: I HAVE THE ELFS NAME
Teahawk: IRVIN SMARRFLHORN
1:55 AM
Teahawk: FROM SIGYL IBINGFARN
Teahawk: AHahahaha thats his undoing
Teahawk: his name is his reverer
Teahawk: that the clu
Teahawk: thats the clue!
Alcatraz: hahaha
Teahawk: Hahahaha
Alcatraz: sigyl ibingfarn
Alcatraz: his name is his reverer
Alcatraz: identity is seeing yourself
Teahawk: hahahah identity is being yourself
Teahawk: i fucking
Teahawk: saw myself coming together
Teahawk: the thoughts my parents planned on having from dead baby ofo any older brother blaine who had half hatched inside my brain
Teahawk: and i exploded his body from my stomach like an elf grenade
Teahawk: and i saw m skin looking like gator skin
Alcatraz: what
Teahawk: and it was all
Teahawk: oh my oldler brother
Teahawk: died of sids
Teahawk: crib deat
Teahawk: his face as a baby still strikes me
Teahawk: because its the meeting point between my face and my cousins and my dad and my uncle
Teahawk: i need some music to fnarrf
Teahawk: this is an elf jam
Teahawk: i want purple orange song
Alcatraz: whoa
Alcatraz: you saw the beginning of life
Teahawk: hahah of course i saw it
Teahawk: i fucking dyed and came alive 100000 times
Alcatraz: you are
Alcatraz: a masochistic phoenix
Teahawk: ahahaha
Alcatraz: who desires the ultimate pleasure of the ultimate pain ofd eath
Alcatraz: thats what a hallucinogen addict is
Teahawk: its just like my dads tattoo
Alcatraz: of course it doesnt work like that but you know
Teahawk: if he had the elfs
Teahawk: who knows
Alcatraz: haha
Teahawk: man
Teahawk: the elfs knew not to pick on him man
Teahawk: they knew i was the only one with the guts for them
Teahawk: ahahahah
Alcatraz: what do the elves do
Teahawk: theyre troublemakers man
Teahawk: they want to take what you have
Teahawk: in your mind
Alcatraz: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Machine_elf
Teahawk: and you show it to them
Teahawk: and theyll make things that are totally incomprehensible to describe
Teahawk: like the flyynghorns
2:00 AM
Teahawk: they make anything and 10000s of it
Teahawk: and it all interacts
Teahawk: but um
Alcatraz: ya
Teahawk: the elves are trouble man
Alcatraz: basic images transmuted and replicated
Teahawk: you say elf
Teahawk: elf
Alcatraz: elf
Alcatraz: whats trouble about that
Teahawk: twell youre using the elfs given name
Teahawk: i cant remember their names at this time
Teahawk: but i said tohelp me solve my problems
Teahawk: and it showed me myself and that all the answers were at hand
Alcatraz: a mass of unnamed entities
Alcatraz: unbiased
Teahawk: and it was as easy as doing it man
Teahawk: elf it up
Teahawk: be an elf
Alcatraz: the entity of truth is still a person
Teahawk: but dowt elf the shit
Alcatraz: EL fudge is an elf
Teahawk: ahahaha
Teahawk: thats the ultimate trick man
Teahawk: see
Teahawk: thats the intricate history of e lfs
Teahawk: but not him
Teahawk: hes a fraud
Teahawk: the real elf is me
Alcatraz: yea he is
Alcatraz: hes a corporate schill
Teahawk: erryn flaghorn
Alcatraz: hahaha
Teahawk: hhahaha
Alcatraz: erryn flaghorn
Alcatraz: jesus christ
Teahawk: whaahaha
Teahawk: this music is making me lose the elf tongue
Teahawk: bringbackicus
Teahawk: norryl smifftockerfraus
Alcatraz: nonono
Teahawk: i saw eyes in the mushrooms that i vomited they werent even anything in the toilet each sensation was so entirely disconnected
Alcatraz: you wont lose it
Teahawk: hahahaa
Alcatraz: what the hell
Teahawk: im a fryngnybrass
Alcatraz: you know what those sounds are
Teahawk: what
Alcatraz: static in your internal monologue
Teahawk: which sounds
Teahawk: huh
Teahawk: whaat
Alcatraz: the words youre saying
Alcatraz: have distinct sounds to them
Alcatraz: and you keep saying horn
Teahawk: theyre every sigh
Teahawk: and uhm
Teahawk: and mm
Teahawk: and ermm and harrm
Teahawk: but they became alive
Teahawk: as the moment become infinite
Teahawk: a pregnant pause gave birth
Teahawk: to 10000 elfs
Alcatraz: what the heck
2:05 AM
Teahawk: im an elf
Teahawk: david fnorn
Alcatraz: david fnonrn!
Teahawk: i guess
Teahawk: the business of psychadellics is the traumatic ego loss stuff and the eye candy
Teahawk: the real paradigm shifters are questioning the mechanics
Teahawk: and learning their shorthand
Alcatraz: yea thats true
Alcatraz: ive been trying to work through it myself
Teahawk: ervin fnorn saw it
Alcatraz: through reading trip reports and thinking about possible mechanisms constantly
Teahawk: its dissablage
Alcatraz: that the brain is the only place we have to go?
Teahawk: its backwardsisms
Teahawk: the brain is vast man
Teahawk: thats the thing
Alcatraz: yes it is
Alcatraz: the world isn't
Alcatraz: we can know it all in a few words
Teahawk: what if you look at a cat through the machinery we have to smell fresh glass
Teahawk: the world is where the edges are though
Teahawk: thats where the fun i
Teahawk: s
Teahawk: thats where the truth lies
Teahawk: its always on the horizon
Teahawk: thats where truth lies
Teahawk: like 10000 journierrs to the elf homeland before
Teahawk: i learned the secret was the passage
Teahawk: ahahaha
Teahawk: whoaaa
Teahawk: i got the blade swipes
Teahawk: talk to me bert fngroffen
2:10 AM
Teahawk: i would describe the elfs town
Teahawk: as like bedrock
Teahawk: from the flintstones
Teahawk: if you could see that the workings behind it were 1000 times more absurd than te premise
Teahawk: hahahaha
Teahawk: i dont want kids to do mushrooms
Teahawk: this is for real hardcore katsus
Teahawk: BLOW THE ELF HORN
Alcatraz: hahaha
Teahawk: sand it down
Alcatraz: yes man
Teahawk: sand it down white scallop
Alcatraz: im reading it sorry
Alcatraz: stop sendin message sa sec!
Alcatraz: theres a lot of tet
Teahawk: hhahaha whoa i started taklking to you at exactly 107
Alcatraz: yea
Teahawk: or s oething
Teahawk: ive been writing a million years of lifes of deaths to you
Teahawk: from my hands
Alcatraz: you probably fixated on 107
Teahawk: ahahahah
Teahawk: hahah dude i lost time
Teahawk: i lost the language
Teahawk: and time
Teahawk: i looked at it
Teahawk: and it showed like 954
Teahawk: and i said
Teahawk: Fergblergrigginhorn
Teahawk: and then later i unplugged everything
Teahawk: it was intensity
Teahawk: man
Alcatraz: haha
Alcatraz: thats awesome
Teahawk: hahaha there is just so fucking much
Teahawk: hahah Fergblergrigginhorn was as close as i could get to english
Teahawk: hahaha but it meant the same thing in elfish
Teahawk: i think
Teahawk: aside from mistranslations
Teahawk: by later scholars
Teahawk: flarns
Teahawk: horyns
Teahawk: this is the language of throwing
Teahawk: up
Teahawk: theres no doubt
Teahawk: what is a griffindoor from harry potter
Teahawk: thats the sound you make when you hawk al oogie
Teahawk: thats all
Teahawk: its not a griffin at a door
Teahawk: its spit on the floor
Teahawk: ahahaha are we holding palaver
Teahawk: hahahahah these are deserts now
2:15 AM
Alcatraz: we're in the desert
Teahawk: you are becoming the elf
Teahawk: and i am the flarn
Teahawk: and then we switch back
Teahawk: because really neither of us are elfs
Teahawk: and the elfs go wherever they please
Alcatraz: the elves are manifesting for you in yourself and me
Alcatraz: understanding is moving between psyches or faces that can speak to you
Alcatraz: understanding coems from ourselves nad others
Alcatraz: but always something
Alcatraz: like a human
Alcatraz: that speaks in our voice
Teahawk: i understood man
Teahawk: i saw myself as dessicated like everyone else does
Teahawk: instead of just fat or soemthing
Teahawk: but like a real withering
Alcatraz: a hallucination
Alcatraz: beyond your real form
Teahawk: an inflated momentary notice
Teahawk: of something
Alcatraz: but the opposite extreme of what you sometimes feel
Teahawk: probably
Alcatraz: of the poles of reality
Teahawk: whoa
Alcatraz: and how you need to be able to see between them
Teahawk: it was a total hallucination almost
Teahawk: whow
Teahawk: i can be an elf
Teahawk: hahahaha
Teahawk: this is gone completely beyond
Teahawk: i saw it man
Teahawk: is aw it
Teahawk: you name it and we could've done it better and weirder
Teahawk: and it would have worked
Teahawk: more soundly
Teahawk: but there was so much trauma
Teahawk: i kept dying
Teahawk: now i know not to die
Teahawk: i just
Teahawk: well i can
Teahawk: but i won't
Alcatraz: no
Alcatraz: you wont
Alcatraz: thats great man
Teahawk: hahaahahaa
Teahawk: this conversation is going on the wall of talking
Teahawk: in the elf hall
Alcatraz: yea man
2:20 AM
Teahawk: hahah the wikipedia thing about machine elf is so 100000 times wrong
Teahawk: its just the makings of the makings man
Teahawk: its the clocks that make up the gears in the clocks
Teahawk: the elfs built it
Teahawk: but just for fun
Teahawk: this is weir d man
Teahawk: i see it
Teahawk: the elf tongue
Teahawk: as learning to speak again
Teahawk: after being born so many times you lose the l anguage
Teahawk: you lose hold and they give you the best they have
Teahawk: to substitute
Teahawk: but its backwards and weird because thats the world to them
Teahawk: whoooaa
Teahawk: hahaha
Teahawk: i,m tripped
Teahawk: this is black rug territory
Teahawk: a real stark shamaning
Teahawk: brown up the loafers daniel-tony
Teahawk: scrape the sand down monii
Teahawk: ghahh i did it man
Teahawk: this happened
Teahawk: i brought his name back
Teahawk: te story of rumplestiltskin is the story of the forging of languagge
Teahawk: you just have to read it from the end first
Teahawk: ahahahah
Alcatraz: hahahah yes it is
Alcatraz: because once you have sometings identity
Alcatraz: you can
Alcatraz: make it disappear
Alcatraz: kill it if you like
Teahawk: no no
Alcatraz: destroy its village
Teahawk: once you have its name
Teahawk: you know it exists
Teahawk: and that means it can die
Teahawk: and live
Teahawk: and like everything else
Alcatraz: yea
Teahawk: oh man the utter slowness of it all
Alcatraz: i guess i was just thinking about the negative aspects
Alcatraz: but i didnt know if you wanted to kill rumpelstiltskin
Teahawk: i could have run around the world in the time it took to feel my heart beat once
Teahawk: hahaha
Teahawk: thats the shamans trick
Teahawk: he sacrifices himself to see beyond sight
Teahawk: what the eye is too fast to see
Teahawk: hahaha
Teahawk: but its really a trick
Teahawk: its an elf show
Teahawk: backwards and upside down
Teahawk: to the slow side
Teahawk: up the grindle pot
Teahawk: sand the horn
Teahawk: sand the horn farnl
Teahawk: we have an irwin with his sabre horse
Teahawk: rattle his chest wartle
2:25 AM
Teahawk: blow the horn irvin
Teahawk: hhahhaha this is cool
Teahawk: in the few times i
Teahawk: was concious of the world
Teahawk: when my ego remanifested
Teahawk: the only people i knew would understand this were you and marxux
Teahawk: but i couldn't think of your names
Teahawk: or what you were
Teahawk: and so i kept thinking
Teahawk: the Alcatrazbingrians
Teahawk: hell tellbackigans
Teahawk: smellsmarfagan
Teahawk: think of it as a tape of someing speaking played backwards
Teahawk: thats where the elfs play man
Teahawk: we can hang out with them because we're skewed up
Teahawk: we have the sand pony
Teahawk: grows it down
Teahawk: macaroni!
Teahawk: we can blow that elf horn
Alcatraz: we have an irwin with his sabre horse
Teahawk: hahaha
Alcatraz: i just read that
Alcatraz: i dont know if marxux would understand, has he had ego death?
Teahawk: hahah yeah man
Teahawk: he does every psychadellic
Alcatraz: thats why he inhabits other identities so well
Teahawk: hes got it man
Teahawk: he has the travellers soul
Alcatraz: because none of himself is invested in it
Teahawk: yeah
Teahawk: he lies so easily
Alcatraz: unlike some gimmicks
Teahawk: he cold be the best actor
Alcatraz: right
Alcatraz: but its not a lie
Teahawk: theres none of hiimself
2:30 AM
Teahawk: in any of it
Alcatraz: its true
Alcatraz: its real
Teahawk: hes just wandering in and out in a truly elfish way
Teahawk: he stays for as long as it suits him
Teahawk: and once he's done he just hops away
Alcatraz: how are you
Teahawk: i'm great man
Teahawk: i'm a frog on a lily pad
Teahawk: right now
Teahawk: hahaha
Teahawk: i need someo finkerhorn
Teahawk: hahah i think that means the trip is over
Teahawk: i need food
Alcatraz: yes
Alcatraz: YES
Alcatraz: get food and water
Alcatraz: did you vomit
Teahawk: hahah yea
Alcatraz: get some gatorade
Teahawk: i got powerade water
Teahawk: dont worry
Alcatraz: alright
Alcatraz: is your stomach upset
Teahawk: hahah
Teahawk: it will never be as upset as it was
Teahawk: there were times in the process
Teahawk: when i surrendered to being reborn
Teahawk: thats the fear i mean
Teahawk: like the anxiety
Teahawk: that makes you become alive
Teahawk: but that was what said
Teahawk: this is just food poisoning
Teahawk: you're sick
Teahawk: get help
Alcatraz: right
Teahawk: but something told me to embrace the flarrgnn
Teahawk: the irvin flyynnhorn
Alcatraz: it was giving you strength man
Teahawk: so id spin into him
Teahawk: and i woudl be back in the elf world
Teahawk: its just like a tool to see how thought works
2:35 AM
Teahawk: how self is
Teahawk: its so weird man
Teahawk: to have time not work
Teahawk: or exist
Teahawk: thats a strange occurence to behold
Teahawk: but it happens at high schools all the time
Teahawk: i guess its a way of crowning the weird
Teahawk: the weirdest one gets to be elf king
Teahawk: ands thats the way it is
Teahawk: hahah sean francis gibbat mssaged me
Teahawk: and i told him i have business with elf men
Teahawk: hhahah
Alcatraz: hahaha
Alcatraz: the elf
Teahawk: hahaha oh man
Teahawk: he is man
Teahawk: like
Teahawk: this is why the white man doesnt get the tricksters of mytholgy
Teahawk: loki
Teahawk: was an elf
Teahawk: but also a man
Teahawk: thats hhis thing
Teahawk: ahahah
Teahawk: http://www.last.fm/user/Teahawk/
Alcatraz: hahha youve been jamming gone beyond
Alcatraz: nice
2:40 AM
Teahawk: hahah oh a lot of my deaths
Teahawk: and livings
Teahawk: like
Teahawk: when i would suddenly snap out of my hallucination
Teahawk: was a huge fart or burp
Teahawk: then i would cramp back up
Teahawk: and swirl into hallucination
Alcatraz: hahah
Teahawk: hahah there were so many moments that lasted lifetimes
Teahawk: i need some real chilled musical
Teahawk: like gone beyond
Teahawk: open teh flood gates to the taste maade
Teahawk: i became the best fashion designer b using elf magick and flarrnning their designs into my creation
Alcatraz: hahaha
Alcatraz: you should start drawing a lot
Alcatraz: when its still fresh
Teahawk: okay
2:45 AM
Teahawk: ahaha whoa
Teahawk: the siren i thought i was hearing
Teahawk: when i was tripping
Teahawk: of an ambulance
Teahawk: was an owl hooting outside
Teahawk: whoa
Teahawk: is called blervyn fnorn
Teahawk: in elfish
Alcatraz: whoa
Alcatraz: hahah
Teahawk: hahah im driving
Teahawk: im ean
Alcatraz: what
Teahawk: trying to draw
Alcatraz: oh
Teahawk: but its totally indecipherable
Teahawk: this isnt human drawings man
Teahawk: this is backwards elf drawing
Teahawk: nobody gets this stuff
Alcatraz: thats fine
Alcatraz: youve been deconstructed
Alcatraz: whatever principles its revealing
Alcatraz: will remain in an integrated form
Teahawk: truly
Alcatraz: mushrooms are for a psyche cleansing and it will cleans the parts of your aesthetic that come from your psyche
Alcatraz: the ego death does that
Alcatraz: acid on the other hand
Alcatraz: i think does more to the sensory effect
Alcatraz: it separates it out
2:50 AM
Teahawk: hhaha
Teahawk: i was trying to think man
Teahawk: i dnonkt know what happened
Teahawk: ahahaha
Teahawk: this is what dealing with elfs does to you
Alcatraz: yea
Alcatraz: they flit around
Alcatraz: but layer a thousnad of them on top of each other like youve left the shutter open
Alcatraz: and an image will form in the middle
Alcatraz: a calculus of the average of the elves
Teahawk: yeah
Teahawk: its not like
Teahawk: well
Teahawk: what i got from it
Teahawk: is that theres a force
Teahawk: if not above all
Teahawk: then beyond all
Teahawk: and it might be nothing but the force of future intent
Teahawk: but its a force
Teahawk: and its a sort of wavering constant
Alcatraz: its time
Alcatraz: and you have to live in it
Teahawk: nononono
Teahawk: this only exists with time alongside it
Teahawk: hahaha
Teahawk: i'm never going to be unhigh
Teahawk: the rna is being rewritten
Teahawk: i'll wake up half elf
Teahawk: this is a miserable situation
Alcatraz: haha
Alcatraz: no its not
Alcatraz: its life
Alcatraz: you have to be happy
Teahawk: hahaha
Teahawk: my stomach hurts man
Alcatraz: you hvae to make yourself happy
Alcatraz: http://youtube.com/watch?v=seOGEwx0NfQ
Teahawk: like i've been beaten
Teahawk: hahahwhoa
Teahawk: thats fucking odd
Alcatraz: its great man, its a lovely video
Teahawk: i'm not a visual person
Teahawk: so othats the least interesting part ofo the trip to me
2:55 AM
Teahawk: i like hearing things
Alcatraz: i know
Teahawk: and listening
Alcatraz: i didnt realize you were still tripping
Alcatraz: i just like the video
Teahawk: hahah i'm part of it man
Teahawk: thahhaha
Teahawk: i'll never be who i was
Teahawk: because i lived 1000000 lives
Teahawk: and dyed so many deaths
Teahawk: everything that was fraudulent was removed
Teahawk: and the world was known to me
Teahawk: but i knew the world as it was
Teahawk: so i was all that was left to be taken apart
Teahawk: hahah ma
Teahawk: n
Teahawk: whenever i look at the clock 30 minutes have passed
Teahawk: this is one tarnished realm
Teahawk: why dont we clean it up
3:00 AM
Teahawk: every city skyline is the rim of a cracked egg
Alcatraz: is it fertilized
Alcatraz: could it stay standing up
Alcatraz: and a chick would appear eventually
Alcatraz: but it wouldnt have to use its beak tooth
Alcatraz: or whatever
Teahawk: no man
Teahawk: the egg is broken with temporal reality
Teahawk: we're the chick
Teahawk: it just surrounds us as a reminder that we used to not be
Alcatraz: but once we are, there's no eggshell?
Teahawk: no no
Teahawk: its just a metaphor
Teahawk: its not real
Teahawk: im just aying
Teahawk: because i saw it
Teahawk: and it was real
Teahawk: ahahaha
Teahawk: um
Alcatraz: hahah
Alcatraz: whats real bro
Teahawk: i feel like a baby who was punched in the stomach every time he tried to walk
Alcatraz: the matrix is areal movie
Alcatraz: its a real idea
Alcatraz: and its real good!
Teahawk: but now i have to learn to walk on my fat legs
Teahawk: wobbling
Teahawk: hornynyng
Teahawk: flarrning it
Alcatraz: hahah
Alcatraz: youll be fine
Alcatraz: you know it
Alcatraz: i know it
Alcatraz: but now you feel it
Alcatraz: but you see it will be a struggle
3:05 AM
Alcatraz: but all struggle is worthy
Alcatraz: if youre becoming happy
Alcatraz: and whole
Alcatraz: im saying that as much for me as for you
Alcatraz: its true for everyone
3:10 AM
Teahawk: haha
Teahawk: true
Teahawk: haha
Teahawk: whoa
Teahawk: time has no meaning
3:15 AM
Teahawk: back to bed
Alcatraz: goodnight my friend
3:30 AM
Alcatraz: hey
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10:50 AM
Teahawk: hey
Alcatraz: waaaaaa
12:25 PM
Alcatraz: what tha haeck
Alcatraz: heyy
12:30 PM
Teahawk: 9/11 left me breathess
Alcatraz: oh yea?
Alcatraz: how are you feeling
Teahawk: i'm fine
Teahawk: haha
Teahawk: man
Teahawk: what a night
Teahawk: i peed in the trash can
Teahawk: ahahah
Alcatraz: hahhaha
Alcatraz: ahahaha
Alcatraz: you also attained spiritual enlightenment
Teahawk: hahah yeah
Teahawk: that is true
Alcatraz: did you retain any of it
Teahawk: yeah i remember all of it
Teahawk: i wish there was a way to do it without the nausea
Teahawk: but that would probably be a completely different experience
Alcatraz: the tea doesnt nauseate you
Alcatraz: i like the pain
Alcatraz: or rather afterwards i felt like it was integral
Teahawk: mine was distractingly bad
Teahawk: it could have been the mold
12:35 PM
Teahawk: http://teahawk.blogspot.com/
Alcatraz: we snarf again
Alcatraz: hahaha
Teahawk: the elf gets in your flerringhorn
Teahawk: hahaha
Alcatraz: hahahaha
Alcatraz: ts time to sop blameing oneself for the act of otherrs and make all my finkercorns work for the greater flangerfrond
Teahawk: ahahah
Teahawk: this is the panopticorn
Teahawk: blitz the cubengraff
Alcatraz: cubengraff
Alcatraz: haha
Teahawk: undue merkyll snarrfinghaf
Teahawk: hahaha
12:40 PM
Teahawk: his name
I HAVE THE ELFS NAME
IRVIN SMARRFLHORN
FROM SIGYL IBINGFARN
AHahahaha thats his undoing
his name is his reverer
that the clu
thats the clue!
hahaha
Hahahaha
Teahawk: hahahah
Alcatraz: "its not a real jam
everything is either a thing
or stuff
its just a smurf
wouldnt you agree
you know"
Teahawk: hahaha
Alcatraz: his name is his reverer
Alcatraz: i remember all this
Teahawk: mike jone!
mike jone
hahahaha
who?
hahahahah
hhahhhahahhaha
hes a finklehorn
i need a pot salad>.
hahah oh wow i meant i need to smoke a bowl
i told you
Teahawk: hahahaha
Teahawk: hahah
Teahawk: a pot salad
Teahawk: haahaha
Alcatraz: hahah
Teahawk: ahaha you can dye 1000 times
and live a million times
theyre both stupid
be an elf
snarf a garble!
hahahaha
Teahawk: hahahah'
Alcatraz: im readin it right now
Alcatraz: be an elf snarf a garble
Alcatraz: hhaha
Teahawk: hhahah oh wow
Teahawk: that was my initiation man
Teahawk: i love it
Teahawk: hahah mann
Teahawk: i wonder what a bad trip is like
Alcatraz: um
Alcatraz: fear
Teahawk: oh and i remember my brain seperating
Teahawk: into something freudian
12:45 PM
Teahawk: the developed human part was trying to take care of the terrified monkey part
Teahawk: and they were floating in space
Alcatraz: hahah
Alcatraz: that sounds cool
Teahawk: haha
Teahawk: i kept writing die as dye
Teahawk: it seemed more accurate
Teahawk: because of the blackness
12:50 PM
Alcatraz: dyeeee
Alcatraz: did you get those huge uncontainable yawns
Teahawk: yeah
Teahawk: yawns and burps and farts and wretches
Alcatraz: hahah
Alcatraz: its great though
Teahawk: i'd l ike to try it with a tea
Teahawk: but id really
Teahawk: like a vicodin
Alcatraz: oh yea
Alcatraz: me too
Teahawk: how many poppies would you need to grow to keep yourself in tea for a year
Alcatraz: uhm
Alcatraz: a ton
Alcatraz: like
Alcatraz: 2000?
Teahawk: hahaha
Teahawk: its not worth it
Teahawk: i guess
Teahawk: its better to get a job
Teahawk: ahaha